The very many passions of youth, without a doubt.
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Bright and eager. Like a model student.
That was the undesireable comparison that came about from the raising of my hand.
"Right, you there," the teacher picked me. She wrinkled her nose a little as she did, moving her glasses further down her nose. Suika mocked both her and me by miming the gesture of fixing one's glasses by using a single finger. With her middle finger. A classy manouever by her.
I would have retaliated but when the teacher picked another student she got up in a rush. Not before stating that 'it was unbecoming of an honor student to fight with their lab partner' and flipping me off again. Boy was she pissed. Probably thought that I was too good for her again. Or that I was messing around. Whatever it was it wasn't doing me any favors.
The actual work wasn't too bad. Take a few bunsen burners, tubes and flasks back into the storage closet. Wipe the tables and be done with it. Just a few minutes out of the day. A few minutes that were all too fleeting in the right company.
"Shouldn't you be out hitting on girls instead of doing something actually responsible?" Reimu asked, portraying me as a bad caricature of a man.
"It's a change of pace," I avoided answering. "Can't have you being the only volunteer either."
"I'm touched by your concern for my wellbeing," she said sardonically. Reimu knew better than to expect me to act just out of the goodness of my heart. The recent scenes in class probably also bothered her as much as it did certain other individuals close to me. They weren't getting a mention even in my thoguhts. It would only serve to validate their judgmental stares and comments.
"Don't mention it," once again I ignored her tone. "Listen, uh, I know this might sound a little weird but could you keep me company for a little while after we're done here?"
"I should have known," she frowned.
"I'm not trying to pick you up or anything, promise," I did a gesture that meant 'cross my heart and hope to die' in order to transmit my sincerity more effectively. "I've just had a lot happen to me and a lot of people want a lot of things from me. All I need is someone to shield me for a little bit before I go home.."
"Even if I wanted to,
which I don't," Reimu emphasized that bit, "I can't keep you out of trouble. I have student body meetings to go to after this.."
"Can't I come with?" I asked, desperate at the prospect of dealing with surly girls.
Reimu laughed. I had said something that was amusing to her inadvertedly. "Are you really saying that you'd sit through meetings that mostly consist of going through the minutes of the previous meeting and then patiently listening to people talk about broken lockers and upcoming food drives?"
"I guess not," I confessed with a sigh. It had been worth a shot.
"Well, you could always join an afterschool club to get away from it all."
"Nuh-uh," I shook my head, "I'd rather shave my head bald and eat all of the hair before getting roped into some boring timesink."
"Suit yourself," she shrugged.
"What if I come rescue you from the meeting. Then we could spend some time together, right?" I proposed a plan, "I could come in and tell them that there's a phone call from your mother or that you're needed at a club for whatever for a moment. Then you come back a few minutes later and tell them that you need to go, things have escalated."
It was foolproof. Which is why Reimu rejected it out of hand. "I take my duties seriously. They may not be fun but they need to be done nonetheless."
"Bo-ring? I shook my head once again. "Come on, you can say that you were kidnapped by me if it helps with the explanations. I don't mind being the bad guy."
"Well maybe you should!" Reimu shouted all of a sudden. The rise in volume caught her off guard as well as she promptly apologized. "You shouldn't let yourself be stereotyped into these negative roles," she told me. "How do you ever hope to be taken seriously if you don't take anyone else seriously."
"I do take people seriously. I take you seriously," I told her. "Sorry, guess I shouldn't fool around when it comes to things you care about.."
"It's fine," she said with a shrug, "just promise me to occasionally care about less frivolous things. I wouldn't mind if you helped me out like this some other time for more legitimate reasons." Though her back was turned to me as she said it, I was sure there was a smile on her lips. There just had to be one.
Reimu left for her meeting amicably enough, wishing me good luck with my problems. Not that I expected her to really mean it or anything but it was still nice to hear. Left me considerably more satisfied than I thought I would be.
As for my problem: I just had to waste more time until I was sure that the coast was clear and I could go home. The classroom and the gate were likely under guard. And problem was that any of my normal hangout spots were likely to be checked first. I needed to go somewhere unusual. Somewhere I wasn't seen very often or at all.
The choice seemed very obvious. I didn't have to think about it twice.
The library was just a small, but stealthy walk away. Hiding in plain sight wasn't my strong suit. The crowds of departing students had left so there were no real ways of blending in under the scrutiny of a searching eye. Still, to my fortune, there didn't seem to be anyone around. I was able to make it to the library without being detected.
I sat by an empty table in a corner, grabbing the first thing that I found off a shelf. I propped up the book and pretended I was reading it while I observed the room around me. Outside of myself, there was only a few people, underclassmates mostly. Generally, few people hung out in the library after school outside of exam season. The ones who stayed usually had no club activities and nothing going on in their lives. That much was obvious.
As luck would have it, excitement lurked about even in the supposedly dull library. I could hear a voice trying its best to keep its volume adequetely hushed. That, obviously, had diminishing returns the quieter a room was. With no one else making any noise, the words were still easily audible.
"I'm sorry for inconveniencing you," it went on, "but I just had to tell you how I felt. My heart feels like it's going to explode if I don't get it all out now. Seeing you, as you are now, so beautiful and pure. Aand lovely. It's all a guy could ever ask for really." The drivel went on for a few more sentences. I chose to filter it out until it became juicy again. "The truth is," the voice finally reached its central point, "I love you. There I said it. Would you please go out with me?"
A heart-throbbing confession scene in a library. Very exciting stuff. It was enough of a distraction to make me put down my book and prick up my ears.
No reply was immediately forthcoming. That wasn't a very good sign for love. I snuck my way closer to the action to better hear what was going on.
"I'm happy that you like me," the girl replied. From my cautious glimpses around the corner, I couldn't identify who she was. The back of a head and straight, back-length hair wasn't exactly much to go on. "I don't know how to say this to you. I don't mind seeing you but-"
"Oh?!" The other voice, an excited guy from another class (II-A maybe) cut in. "I knew you'd return my feelings! Hahaha," he laughed like a complete tool, "thank you Kochiya, I'll try to make you the happiest girl in world!"
There was probably more that was going to be said by the excitable fool but he had gotten a little too loud. A single, powerful, '?shush!" came from somewhere in the library and cut the whole scene short. The guy bowed several times instead, walking away from Kochiya with a look of pure happiness.
The girl stood there for a few moments, as if thinking through what had just happened. I must have made some sort of noise because she turned suddenly and immediately made eye contact. Not bad, I'd say, I could understand why the idiot from earlier had confessed his love. Fair skin, clear eyes that drew you to a cute nose and immaculate lips. She looked like she absolutely belonged in a school uniform too. Not many people could pull off that combination of youth, liveliness and look of delicate simplicity.
It would be rude to simply walk away. So I approached her.
"Sorry about that," I said, keeping my voice down. "I couldn't help but overhear." There was nothing to be gained by lying.
"It's alright," she said with a faint smile. Reminded me of a freshly blossomed flower. "I don't mind if you saw. Everyone here is so friendly anyways."
"Oh," I made a mental connection, "you're the new student everyone was talking about a few weeks ago. I hadn't seen you."
"I guess I am," she nodded, "Sanae Kochiya, pleased to meet you."
"The name's Arc," I told her. "You seem to be fitting in just fine."
"Happily enough," she nodded again. There was a certain... almost naive-like way she spoke that automatically endeared herself to me. Another reason why the other guy confessed to her, probably. "I've spoken to a lot of nice people but haven't really made any friends yet. It probably takes a bit longer for that to happen, right?"
"Yeah..."I let my reply drift off a little. I hadn't seen her with the other girls. Though truth be told, I hadn't seen much of the other girls for various reasons. All I had to go on were rumors but, looking at her, I couldn't really make sense of them. Still, I was curious about her. And curiosity was best served by being incisive. It was time to experiment a little.
That's why I simply stepped up my game. I was going to be direct. "I know that we just met, but I think I love you too. I hope that's not a problem." With well-practiced smoothness, I told her the heart-stopping line that had popped into my mind. With the utmost sobriety I uttered the words every teenage girl wanted to hear from her dream man.
She was at a loss for words. No one ever expected to hear a confession not five minutes after the previous one. Especially from a complete stranger. I had to admit, I was highly pleased with myself. Underneath my steely, but dreamy, exterior lay the beginnings of a self-satisfied smile.
"It's alright, you don't have to give me an answer now," I said with a disarming smile. "I just had to get that off of my chest."
"No, it's okay," she shook her head, looking worked up and serious. "You seem like a very nice person but I think that this is going too fast, we just met. Would it be okay if we got to know each other a little first before we took that step?"
"You words, as justified as they may be, wound me to the very depths of my soul,," I replied with dramatic flair, "unrequited love is truly horrible."
"Oh, I didn't mean to hurt you," she looked authentically concerned, a frown developing on her fair face.
"No, it's alright, I was a fool to put it out there. I think I'm going to drop out of school now, I can no longer live with the shame!" Hammed it up to another level. It was the right thing to do given the circumstances. It was too amusing to see her react in a genuine and pure way to my words.
"You don't have to do that!" she said with some alarm. Another 'shush' came from somewhere in the library, which caused her to lower her voice in a panic. "If you want we can spend some time together and see how things develop. I'm sorry, but I'm just not used to how boys are here. They're all so straightforward and direct, they don't give me a chance to talk things calmly."
"Spending even but an instant with you would be the equivalent to heaven," I said. "It's fine if you take your time, some things in life cannot be rushed." The truth was that I was having a bit of a hard time with how seriously she was taking things. She had the best of intentions. Me? Not so much. "I'm really sorry for inconveniencing you but if you want to just be friends for now, I suppose I'll just have to deal with it."
"Thank you," she said with a nod. "I don't mean to trample on your feelings. It's just that I don't really know anyone here yet and it'd be nice to start small.."
"Would you like to grab a bite to eat then? We can talk. That's small," I suggested. Sensitivity regarding her situation didn't mean that I had to stop being aggressive. All I had to do was be a little more subtle.
"I can't right now, sorry," she looked genuinely sorry. Almost to the point of tears. I had to admit that her innocence was more endearing than annoying. At least for the moment.
"Oh, that's okay, we can take a rain check," I forced a smile, hoping to look genuine.
"I just have things to do at the shrine," she explained. But then divine inspiration struck, "but you can come along and meet my guardians if you like. They keep telling me that I should make friends no matter what."
"Uh, your parents?" I asked a little incredulously. That was usually a red flag for someone who hadn't even been an acquaintance for ten minutes.
"Well, they're kind of like big sisters actually," she said with a smile, furthering my confusion. "You don't have to be shy! They'll love you, I just know it!"
Another, final and definitive 'shuuuuuush!' shut us up right there and then. It was clear that we were no longer welcome at the library. Kochiya looked at me expectantly, like a puppy who had just made a new friend. Those wide, sauce-like upturned eyes stabbed into me. I had to turn my mind into steel if I wanted to do anything but agree with her.
It was ultimately too much, too quickly to go home with her. We walked together part of the way and she told me a little about herself. She lived at a shrine at the edge of town (in the middle of nowhere by the sound of it). Her father had been the head priest but had passed away a few years back and ever since she had been raised by two women who were like older sisters to her. My curiosity was piqued but I knew I'd have plenty of time to learn more about her. She considered me a friend, just like that without even so much thinking that I was the dishonest and shameless flirt that I really was. I didn't mind, she was perfectly nice company. If she wanted to take it slow, I was fine with that too.
Eventually we parted ways somewhere near the last station on the far side of the residential area. I walked on by myself slowly, enjoying the crisp afternoon air.
I found some time to get lost in my own thoughts. Walking back alone from school gave me the excuse I needed to reflect on what had been going on in my life recently.
My life had been changed dramatically. In the blink of an eye, too. Despite my best efforts, the counselor had gotten me to reach out to people and to try to improve their lives. Her good nature and polite smile hid a fiendishly clever and manipulative woman. It wasn't really that much of a burden but I was clueless as to how to best go about it sometimes. I had tried getting close to people who wanted to distance themselves from others as much as possible. Tenshi, in other words. That was a mixed bag of results. Felt like I was close to something, all I needed was another crack at it. She was still out there and I occasionally thought about her. Despite what Big Sis might think I wasn't able to focus on the next thing and forget everything else. I just knew there would be another opportunity. I hadn't redeemed that coupon for our date in vain.
With my other case things were developing in a different direction. Kaenbyou was receptive to my playful insinuations and banter. She put up a strong front but I felt that things were on the right track. I didn't get pummeled for talking about the color of her panties, for starters. Always an encouraging sign. She was also the only way I had of reaching Reiuji. The withdrawn gymnast was my main objective, after all. I was supposed to help her with her problem and that would earn my the eternal thanks of Big Sis. Things would start to get more serious in the coming days and I wasn't exactly sure how they'd turn out. There was no use in worrying about it just yet but after my less-than-stellar first attempt I was ready to be a little more cautious.
I stopped at a vending machine and got a can of coffee. The afternoon was coming to an end, people were starting to go home from work. The rush from town to the residential area made me think about my experiences in town. My abortive attempt at reaching enlightenment through religion with a pious schoolgirl. Then there was meeting a girl from a hostess club outside of work hours and being caught in the crossfire in an ongoing argument she was in. There was also karaoke with classmates, eating ramen at a cart with Suika and, of course, having a blast playing at the arcade. I was still genuinely surprised at that one, I wouldn't have thought that a cheerleader would spend her free time playing games. I had to follow that loose end up for sure. Not to mention that I'd love to meet the enigmatic blonde that was at the bar. I hadn't expected things to get so hot and heavy so fast....
The can flew neatly into the trashcan. Three points for me.
I carried on walking. School was more interesting than it had ever been before. Unrestricted access to the rooftop meant that I could skip class whenever I felt like it and take a nap. Or have a private meeting with someone. I just had to watch out for the occasional fellow student that came to do something forbidden and didn't know that I was there. The last pair had left a bit of a mess on the rooftop. Sure, I had gotten to watch them but it wasn't exactly comfortable to hide from them. If I had been found out hell would be raised. Last thing I needed was a pair of girls with a grudge against me. I tried to always make a good impression on people from new transfer students to our class president and resident hard-worker, Reimu. She didn't think much of me but I always tried my best to make her smile.
My home came into view. By extension, so did Alice's. I thought about her. She was serious and quick to scold but also helpful when I needed it the most. A little too helpful sometimes. After the fight with Suika she had maybe invaded my privacy a little too much. I wasn't sure what to make about the girly and embarrassed Alice I saw that night. Nor, really, did I really know what was up with my other supposed childhood friend, Marisa. She was open about how she supposedly felt but at the same time kept her distance. It was strange behavior.
Well, all that thinking really was getting me nowhere. I slipped upstairs to my room right away, turning off my brain and turning on a game console. Auntie came in late and stayed downstairs. By the time she came upstairs I was already in bed, staring at the ceiling with the lights off. My eyelids felt heavy. It was early but I was too tired to stay awake for much longer.
"Hm?" I heard a noise at the door. I craned my head upwards to see what had caused it. "Why are you here?" I asked the silent shadow. It didn't make sense... how did they get in? Geh, couldn't think properly, I just wanted to lay back and rest... I'd just tell her to come back... later....
Right, we had a previous engagement. We had something we had to do right then. Just the two of us... in the privacy of home.
Yeah... I was set to meet...
[] Reisen
[] Tenshi
[] Yuyuko
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First choice is a fanservice choice that serves both as an apology and a way that we can get back into the groove of things. This has minimal impact on the plot and is more of a treat. Choose wisely, though! The flavor of the treat will be rather different depending on your choice.