My heartbeat quickened. It was all I could hear, really. There was nothing to do but stay put and hope for the best. Tenshi didn't seem to care, still doing what she wanted to do. And while she was concentrating on me, I thought that I was better off concentrating on her. I tried to lose myself with the feelings that would have been derived from her. The intoxicatingly pleasant smell of her hair, the warmth from her body and the look of racy desire in her eyes all contributed to feelings of arousal and bliss. I wasn't able to forget the outside world completely at first. My eyes darted back and forth from Tenshi's enraptured expression to that static and boring curtain. Just a peek from someone on the other side would be enough to expose us.
I moved my face closer to hers to stop myself from checking. Whatever was going to happen, would happen. Our excitement neared its climax. Warm, ragged breath overlapped even as selfish tongues sought out each other, mindless of the noise they might produce. We pressed together like snakes mating, our bodies touching and rubbing together ceaselessly. We reveled in our warmth, both her and I perspiring lightly, our skin flush with a vital shade of red. We wiggled and slithered together, touched and contorted in response to each other, completely lost in our private little world. In the space of a minute we acted out the passion of an eternity.
"Forget this. I'm going to go ahead without you!" one of the voices yelled out, somewhere far off in the distance.
"Wait up Seija!" the other voice called after, footsteps hurridly following away.
We didn't really care at that point. As if on cue, however, we let our lips smack together and generally were unafraid to make noise. Greedily we carried on until we reached the inevitable conclusion. Our bodies, as if attuned to each other by proximity and lust, convulsed and released the product of our pleasure onto one another. We kissed passionately as our minds slowly worked themselves from their blank state into a more coherent framework.
"Want... to go for round two?" Tenshi asked exactly what I was thinking.
"I'm not a machine," I told her with a smile. "I need to rest up for a bit first.."
"Hm..."she wasn't too troubled by my statement. "I guess girls have it easier when comes to getting off. You made a mess all over my panties and belly." Tenshi took off her knickers and used the dry rear side to wipe herself clean. My brain woke up again, determining the act to be sublimely erotic. Too bad that the flesh was weak. "It feels all sticky, maybe I should go home to take a shower.."
"You also made a mess of me. Or at the very least the sheets," I pointed out. "You're going to walk home in a skirt without wearing any underwear?"
"There's PE today so I brought my gym clothes. I'll just wear the spare pair I brought.."
"Good thinking," I said, admittedly a little disappointed. I would have followed her like an overeager puppy home, in case there was a bit of a breeze. Sure, I could see her privates in all their glory with relative clarity at the moment but it just wasn't the same as seeing them unintentionally. A cute girl walking down the street who is suddenly exposed... it was divinely lewd. And yet, it was a fantasy that only men would really understand.
"You have a lecherous look on your face," Tenshi pointed out.
I rolled over onto my back. "Damn," I noticed the time, "it's almost break time. There'll definitely be people coming in to see the nurse then. We can't stay here.."
"I guess it's just as well," Tenshi placed an arm over my chest, resting her head on my shoulders. Her soft hair tickled me as it brushed my neck.
"We probably should clean up as well. Change the sheets at least.."
"In a minute," she said. "I want to stay like this for a little longer.."
"I'm not sure when I'll have time to see you again," I told her, after hesitating for a bit. "I'm going to be really busy all the way through the cultural festival.."
"Saving more girls from themselves?" she asked, sounding completely unsurprising.
"Kind of. They have issues but the headmistress wants them to perform at the festival as well. So it's up to me to get to the bottom of things."
"Good luck with that," she used the arm across my chest to squeeze me reassuringly.
"You don't mind that I'm going to be spending time nearly exclusively with other girls?"
"The feelings that we have towards each other are our own," she said. "We do not live in a vacuum and thus we are forced to deal with others. It is unreasonable to expect for everything to revolve around ourselves.."
"Hm... that sounds awfully grownup, "I told her. "A week ago I might have told you that you were just saying that to hide away your true feelings. Now I think that's no longer the case.."
"I hope it isn't," she confided softly, gently nuzzling my cheek with her nose. "Besides, what right do I have to get jealous if we are not in a formal relationship? I am not your wife nor your girlfriend.."
"Do you desire to be?" I asked out of curiosity.
"I think that I would like to enjoy this for what it is without over-thinking things. You've shown me that it's okay to enjoy myself in the moment without having to conform to anyone's expectations - including my own. If it becomes something else down the line, so be it. But there's no rush to force things so far as I'm concerned.."
"Hm, if you say so," I told her, a little skeptical. "I think I'd be jealous if I saw you spending a lot of time with another guy.."
"Maybe that would be a nice experiment to try one day," Tenshi teased me with a mischievous light in her eyes. "Do whatever your conscience tells you is right," she returned to the more sober tone to make a point, "we can always sort things out later to see if we're okay with where we've gotten.."
"Somehow I can't help but think of Marisa," I sighed.
"Who?"
"A classmate of mine. She's a childhood friend whom I hadn't seen for years. She claims that she's my fiancee because we made a promise when we were kids. Anyhow, she doesn't mind me talking to or even being intimate with other women. In fact, she even kind of encouraged it once." I thought of Kaenbyou's blushing face. "She's ultimately confident that our bond will work out no matter what.."
"I guess it's your lot in life to be surrounded by weird girls," Tenshi giggled.
I didn't really have a followup to that. We stayed together, lying mostly naked on the bed for a few minutes longer. It was calming to just spend time like that together, completely disregarding the outside world. Eventually we got up and got dressed. I threw the sheets into a bag of used sheets and pillows and got a clean set from a nearby closet. It was the last spare set too, which was lucky.
"So you're going home now?" I asked her.
"I don't really feel like classes anymore," she said. "There's still a lot going on in my head that I feel I need to sort out in a quiet place. Good thing that tomorrow's Sunday.."
"Yeah, it's good to have a day off.."
"Goodbye," she kissed me on the cheek. "I'll be seeing you around.."
"Yeah..."I smiled as I watched her walk away. There were a lot of things that I wanted to say. A lot of thoughts I wanted to process too. But I determined not to overthink things. If she was fine with living in the moment, then so was I. With the break only a few minutes away the halls would be full of students and lively chatter. If I wanted to do anything without being seen, I would have to get a move on.
[] Leave school.
[] Search for Eirin.
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2 things: 1) Likely to be the only update for most of the day as I'm busy for the next few hours. 2)
>>57359 doesn't even point out the more serious consequences. Like suspension/expulsion and the fallout from the teachers. For shame.
